So, I guess a lot has happened since my last post... I have lost lots of hours at my job- went from 5 days a week to only 3! It was actually quite devastating. My job has always been the one that has kept us in the game, with Ryan being casual at the care home. It's amazing how much worth we put in things like jobs. Basically, it shook my world. But sometimes we need a good world shaking!
It made me realize that I wasn't putting my trust in God. That I was completely counting on worldly things to help us through. How silly! So even though times have been tough, and I still have no idea if we will make it in the coming months, I have gained so much more than I have lost. I feel as though my faith has been renewed. All of a sudden I am doing my devotions again and loving it. Church has been absolutely amazing. There has been times in my life when I would cry every Sunday out of gratitude and deep emotion. It has been lacking for so long- and I am pleased to say that it's back now! I just wish that I wasn't so silly that God had to use a troubling time to bring me back to Him. He has brought me out of the mud, cleaned me off and set me on a rock. Why do I still choose to go back to the mud?
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